Saturday, October 18, 2003


The Awakening

Something has been missing from my life.

I watched a film this evening that definitely raised some questions about religion, beliefs, God, the whole bit. What to do?

Right now I feel that "believing" would be the result of fear. Fear of dying and going to hell for all eternity. Noted, a pretty shitty situation. But shouldn't "believing" be the direct result of sincerely wanting a relationship with God? NOT just wanting to proverbially "cover one's ass?"

SO uh...how 'bout those Cubs?