David Fincher

My guts are officially fucked. Tried eating some chicken and rice crap, but it most definitely did NOT hit the spot. Ugh.

I think I'm going to throw on a hat and head down to Parker to pick up the rest of my crap from the rent's house.

I feel as though I am not living my own life right now...but watching it, instead. Its as if I don't have to hold myself accountable for anything, almost. Granted, I do what I should: work, pay bills, etc. But I definitely feel like I am operating on auto-pilot...the real me is watching all of this happen from the sidelines. Its as though I ACT first, and then I can make the appropriate commentary post-action...

Eh.

ISO real food...