Thursday, April 17, 2003


Trends

There's a time when you're left alone with your thoughts. Generally this time is feared by the masses, and hardly (if ever) occurs. This is the time when we doubt ourselves. Doubt what we're doing in life. What we believe in. We poke holes in our "comfortable" means of living.

At times I feel like I could rip to shreds everything I have been taught. To start from scratch. Completely. I would immerse myself in tongues, music, art, and cultures other than my own from an incredibly young age. How would I be different? Who would my friends be? No doubt I wouldn't have the same friends that I had in high school. Ugh. High school.

It is indeed an evening for rants, and I refuse to apologize for that. What have I been missing?

Headache.